it's been a while

that i took the time to write something in my blog... i don't know really because in a sense it makes me feel connected to the world i left behind .... for me things are going it's own way, slowly but surely getting in the treadmill of the new life, maybe spending to much time wondering what all is going on in a world that i can no longer call my own ... I'm surprised how much it impacts the way one looks at things in life ....

sometimes i wished i could just be a fly or a bird that comes over to see how all of you are doing, but one once told me that it is not possible .... My past will remain my past although it is trying it's best to play catch up with me .... But I keep saying to me hope is a good thing, maybe the best of things. And no good thing ever dies ... Therefore i hope that once my past will leave me alone to keep the road for the future i had in mind ....

i know i sound a bit bitter, but maybe it is because winter is wrapping me up in cold blanket and the night are too dark , it's time springs comes .....

the kids are doing great and i enjoy the time i can spend with them, help them and see them grow into little persons with their own character and mind ... Sometimes even reminding me how i once was , especially Riens then ... he played basketball again this week-end and scored 10 points , he was so proud. I could see so much the twinkle in his eyes .... We had a little victory dinner with his favorite food ...

by the way had a very funny call from Brenda asking if i knew any nice hotels in Mechelen for last week-end .. of course i gave some tips, but finally it became clear, apparently she was trying to get invited to the house warming party ... the note had an effect i guess, but to assure everybody: i will send a formal invitation to all of you so that at least it's official .. i guess it will be somewhere around end of February that i will organize this ....

anyhow , going to sit back now a little bit making myself the promise to update the blog more regular, for now i leave it and return to a new comic book i bought .... a little fantasy world showing a lot of resemblance with the real world ...