well well well .. it has been a long time i had them, but there they are again: the kidney stones. My god did i pick the wrong timing for this. if they're not out the natural way (you know the moment you pee and it says 'ting'), surgery will be the alternative ....
being in the hosptal makes you feel very helpless and makes you realize you have to take somebodies word for it. Talking about trust. a guy puts a needle in your arm and connects it to some liquids and he just assures you that the pain will go away .... well it didn't ... so he got an injection needle out to give me the real stuff: please lay down because you are going to feel dizzy and be very fuzzy ....
i was already wondering: why do i need that : i already feel like that since a long time. He clarified to me that was the difference between the mental and the physical state ...
anyhow not being able to work in this place is a blezzing in a way, but also adds to the frustration that i'm feeling. I'm so impatient to get things moving and now my stones block my normal functioning ...
i hope my stones travel fast from my left blatter :-)
Happy travels my friends
Toon
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